This blog has been abandoned for a long long time.. not sure if anyone would still be visiting.. But I love my blog where I can just pour out all my stuff...
Always feel gd when I can type them all out here when I dun feel like sharing it with anyone verbally... Somehow I've been having mixed emotions recently... really weird emotions.. its like a tug of war, filled with compassion, empathy and some parts of me-resistance... (sounds weird?) Its difficult to comprehend. It can either turn out really bad or for the better?
I dun noe... I'm in a super struggled mode! God pls help me out with this... Direct me, lead me out. I can see visions of certain things, but something's holding me back... GOd Carry Me thru!!!!